January 2010
50 posts
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It Ends Tonight
As everyone knows life gets hard. So hard, that you can’t fully comprehend every single moment. Though this hasn’t been the first time my friends and family; or so called friends and family let me down. I hoped… I hoped that things would change. Maybe, just maybe, some how it will be different. I’ve always relied on others for the happiness, the fulfillment, the love, the…...
December 2009
65 posts
“I want to be very clear, I still have the use of my penis.”
– Glee LMAO
Queer as a 3 dollar bill
Finnest line I’ve heard today.
“We didn’t think you’ll take it personally.
Well, your irritating...”
– Glee
Up & Down
For the past two 3 days I have been feeling sick; then healthy. I don’t know what is going on with me. As my friend would say: it’s tide to a deep emotional dilemma. Maybe she’s right. I really haven’t been feeling that emotionally nor spiritually inclined. I hope it will all pass.
Think I’m becoming emo?
“Are you like in love with him dude?”
– Defying Gravity
Watch
In so much pain right I can't sleep.
HUH!!! :(
“Wait, who unionized?
Wouldn’t you like to you know. Maybe yo mama!”
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-27) →
Something about this song today has me…...
Feeling sick...
… I’ve been feeling dizzy all day. But thank god for Damages previews keeping through this wuzzy time. LOL
Have a lot to think about.
....
You’ll see. Trust me.
Lately...
…I have weird fascination with songs using metaphoric symbolism of rain. Creed- Full Circle; Jordan Sparks- Let It Rain; Leona Lewis- Let It Rain; Are a few. Maybe I have fully departed from reality and is fully submerged in my depression.
“Never ignore a gut feeling, but never believe that it’s enough.”
– Robert Heller
Team Jacob
Know it bitch! LOL
“I feel you’re an island of reality in an ocean of diarrhea.”
– Jason Mraz Cd
“You are my science.
You make me believe in the atoms in your skin.
Now I...”
– I Wrote This For You
“And you asked why people always expected you to smile in photographs. And I told...”
– I Wrote This For You
“You close your eyes when you cry. That’s ok. Just don’t keep them...”
– I Wrote This For You
I hear the crazy things. I swear. For example, this what I heard yesterday.
Elevator: Going down.
I heard.
Elevator: You're going to die.
My imagination must be running wild, or that elevator is warning.
Stats Exam...
…is in am hour. Just got to relax, pray, and hope for the best. I wish I could stop hyper-ventilating. It’s a nervous tick of mine.
“You just can’t walk up in here and disrupt my life. Young, naive, Edward....”
Stats final tomorrow...
…everything is riding on my getting a B in this class. Without this grade, it just might be the end of my college career. No joke.
Heading to bed. Been up since 8 studying. Night.
VK.com?
Has one ever heard of this website. Apparently, it something like facebook. They’re slogan is “
VK is an all-purpose tool for finding friends, both old and new.
Our goal is to keep old friends, ex-classmates, neighbours and coworkers in touch.”
Do I believe it? Maybe. But when I receive an email with a name not in English asking me the join, I get a little suspicious. So, have...
“The day they created Oreos was the day they ensured my obesity.”
– Me.
I...
just can’t deal with people trying to tell me how I feel. Just because I decided to make decisions that isn’t what you think is right, doesn’t mean anything. Seriously it’s really pissing me off more-and-more I think about it. Very close to being angry.
These are my friends? If so, I definitely need new people in my life.
I'm rethinking this...
For the past week I have been texting back-and-forth with this guy I met off this site. The problem is that he is only 18. I know that there is only 2 year difference between him and I. There’s just seems to be a disconnect when it comes to create a more intellectual conversation (I know what you’re think, it’s just text for goodness sake, but still I need more).
Yes, I know...
It isn't a date...
We’re just hanging out. Right?
Lies and Excuses
Don’t tell me lies about why you can’t hang out anymore, or that I don’t understand. Believe me. I UNDERSTAND!
But for anyone to tell me that they can’t make it, they don’t have the money, they’re car is not working, I live too far, they’re tired, or my favorite. I have a lot going on. And when I call you out on your lies/bullshit excuses you give MORE excuses!...